Originally posted by Everlovin
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That, and I need proper motivation to actually GO, which would mean actually knowing what I want to do. I'm not the type that just does the "do this till something comes along"... I need to actually have a goal in mind, before I do ANYTHING... A goal other than waiting for something to catch my fancy.
You'll find that I'm a rather difficult person. Everything must be planned out, taking into account all the "what ifs", and possible obstacles, and should a What If occur, plans must be made to continue to work around it. It drives my mom crazy, when she's sending me to the grocery store... Our conversations are usually something like this
Mom: and get some of those rolls we got a few weeks ago.
Me: They were out last time.
Mom: Well, that was last time.
Me: But what if they're out this time?
Mom: They probably won't. Just get them.
Me: You said that last time.
Mom:.... If they don't have any, fine! Just get something else.
Me: Okay. Like what?
Mom: I don't know; rolls.
Me: But what kind do you want? It's not like I can call you and tell you what they have when I get there.
Mom: Just get some damn bread.
.... I realize that I am highly annoying. I can't help it. My brain doesn't work on a "see how things go" basis.
Roommates: It'd have to be someone I knew. Which actually limits my options to family... Though my cousin Erica DID express an interest in me moving in with her, to help out with her kids, while she works.... Of course, that would still leave me jobless.
Haha, well, obviously, I'd like to be hugely important to a few people... I like to think I already am.
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