Freaking. Out. Need some good vibes please Woohoos
*curls into a ball and cries*
Spoiler:
I have a job interview this afternoon which will mark my first ever job interview for graphic design. I don't know how it will differ from normal interviews, but I'm hoping it's more of an informal chat than an 'Apprentice'-type situation. It's the first time I'll have showcased my portfolio as well and I'm not exactly endowed with the gift of the gab so basically the whole thing has turned me into a gibbering wreck.
Added to that I got into work this morning (as some of you know my work environment isn't exactly rosey) only to be told the two other members of staff in the studio have handed in their notices to set up their own company. My job is *safe* but it leaves me working with a boss whom I don't particularly trust or get on with and leaves everything completely uncertain - a state of mind I don't particularly deal well with.
Added to the fact I'm AWFUL in interviews I'm literally a puddle at the moment. I know it's not the end of the world, I really do but I seem to have this awful habit of when anything goes wrong my mind presents me with every possible dreadful scenario to make me feel even worse.
Added to that I got into work this morning (as some of you know my work environment isn't exactly rosey) only to be told the two other members of staff in the studio have handed in their notices to set up their own company. My job is *safe* but it leaves me working with a boss whom I don't particularly trust or get on with and leaves everything completely uncertain - a state of mind I don't particularly deal well with.
Added to the fact I'm AWFUL in interviews I'm literally a puddle at the moment. I know it's not the end of the world, I really do but I seem to have this awful habit of when anything goes wrong my mind presents me with every possible dreadful scenario to make me feel even worse.
*curls into a ball and cries*
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