Carson Beckett/Paul McGillion Thunk Thread

[DarkenLycht]

(be carefull that if you head hits keyboard you do not have the letters imprinted as a reflection on your forehead, Beck )

[McBecklover]

(i'll be careful, more likely to hit the edge of the laptop as I'm leaning over from my bed to the little desk/ shelf that its on. I use the edge of my bed as a seat, coz there is just no room for a chair. Oh sis - PM )

[Aang]

That sounds like Poet as I've always known her...always trying to resist having someone else use their energy to help her in any way. What makes my sisters and I so happy? You'd wonder that even more if you knew all we've been through and the pain we still carry from it. *I smile slightly and shake my head*

I don't know exactly what it is that makes us happy...it's hard to explain it, it's a lot of things. We've all started fresh here, made new lives for ourselves and put our pasts behind us--mostly. We learned how to enjoy the little things again...the time we have together, the sand castles and cake and moments when we realize how lucky we are to have what we do have. I guess we treat every moment we have together as if it's something special, a gift we're given when we wake each day, that we have one more day to spend together.

Joey, I promised Poet that when she wakes and is feeling better...I will show her the kind of things my sisters and I do for fun. Like you, for as long as I've known your sister, I haven't ever felt true happiness in her and I would like to think I might be able to help her really feel happiness.

(Sis, sorry I was MIA...I kinda *head keyboard*'d because I nodded off...Good job Aang, good job. *facepalm*)

[McBecklover]

(ok, I can't think straight anymore & I'm going over the same lines over & over as I'm too tired & keep near headkeyboarding... So I say goodnight. Its 2am anyway. Sis i read ur Pm, thanks, I'll continue tomorrow. Night sis. *hugs*)

[Sparky She-Demon]

Here's my new favorite pic. It's going to be in spoilers, because of it being OT.

Spoiler:

[Aang]

(Alright Sis, you go to sleep then I will try to sleep tonight so that I can be up bright and early in the morning to see you )

Ohh Lantash! I love the eyes

[Sparky She-Demon]

I like it when their eyes glow.

[Aang]

So do I actually...main problem with that SG-1 iphone game...they failed and made Sekhmet's eyes glow red instead of yellow. *facepalm*

[Sparky She-Demon]

So do I actually...main problem with that SG-1 iphone game...they failed and made Sekhmet's eyes glow red instead of yellow. *facepalm*

That's a major "D'OH!"

[Aang]

Yes, yes it is. And apparently Carson and Cadman agree!

[Sparky She-Demon]

Martouf/Lantash are in third place for my favorite guys of Stargate.

[DarkenLycht]

(hehe sounds like Sekhmet now is more a vampire )

Joey: I see so it's something that should be quite easy to be done...but I know my sister, too well to know that would work, just the little things...you will see when see wakes up soon, she will feel bad for you having wasted your tiime on her, not even thinking for one moment that you are happy she's well again...she always sees the negative sides of everything first, making her blind for the small good things that come along...*he looks down* I always try to think positive and see the good in things, as small as it may be, I ended up like thinking about her, that each day she does not only blame herself for something is a good day, because at some point I had the feeling that is all I can expect and that she will never learn, how should I say, maybe like a weapon cannot only bring death but also save lives...and I know my death did not help her to see theat fact do much either...however I guess it's time to go back now...

[Aang]

It...it's not always easy to do. Even my sisters and I, we have our days...just before you were brought back...my sister, Dell, was on Earth with Sheppard--her boyfriend--and she'd managed to get herself injured. She was in the hospital and..well, that first night that you were watching Poet as she slept, Beck and I were across the Galaxy, we were on Earth, by our sister's side. Holding her as she cried, telling her we would do our best to bring her back here to the city. To make it right, and make her happy. Even we sometimes slip back into the darkness. You even saw me, sitting in the hallway outside this room...crying...ready to use that sedative to dull my pain.

Yes, I know your sister will feel bad for me using my energy to care for her and help her get better...and I do wish she could understand that when I use my own energy for her sake, makes me happy. Caring for her, knowing I'm helping to heal whatever illness or injury she's had...it makes me happy. I don't care if I'm tired or weak after the fact, knowing she is alive and safe for one more day makes that worth it and I wish she could understand that. But yes, I suppose you're right, we should get back...

*I sigh, wishing I could have been more helpful, but I don't really know what to do for once*

[DarkenLycht]

Joey: I know I saw you but even then in your dark and sad moments you are brighter and happier than my sister...she only lets you and your sisters feel a wee bit, if at all of the sadness she bears...because she knows you wouldn't be able to take that, for us it's "only" heartbreaking but you humans would be devoured by her sadness feeling like you would never be able to feel anything else but that...or to be a little more exactly..you would lose your minds over it *looks at Aang* it's not that she wouldn't know it. but when you help her, she knows you get tired and eventough you don't mind that, she blames herself to be the reason you have to do that at all - if you are ready to leave, just take my hand

[Aang]

*looks at Joey, her eyes sparkling sadly* What hurts me more than her resisting my help or feeling bad for making me use my energy...is not knowing if there's anything I can do to make her feel better. Sure, I can cure physical injuries and illnesses, given the time and the right treatments...but it still hurts knowing that even if her body is well, her heart still hurts and I can't make it better for her. *a tear drops down my cheek and I brush it away with one hand and then take Joey's hand with my other hand*