Originally posted by samcarterrules
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i fangirl amanda because she's soooooooooooooooo nice!! but... i have to admit, looks play a small part in it. it starts when i first start getting to know a character. i like to put myself into the character, and when the female is gorgeous, it's kind of like *i'm* that gorgeous too, you know? i'm not ugly, but i'm also not a tall, blond bombshell either (or dark haired now).
it's that living through a character, and in some parts, the entertainer too, that i'm afraid *does* make looks play a part. i'm not proud of it, but i can't help it to some sorts.
if amanda wasn't so gorgeous, i'd still fangirl her. but, her being the bombshell that she is works into the total fantasy of pretendhood. (i just reread what i said and at myself)
sally
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