The two stood at a stalemate. P-90 looking smug and angry, his glare demanding an answer. CJ's head hung, her fists clenched so hard her palms bled. Part of P-90 recalled how close the two had been during their time in the Cantina. How she had always been a weak woman wearing a strong facade. How dearly she cared for her friends. How hard she would fight in order to please those around her.
CJ was thinking along the same track, how much P-90 had always meant to her. He would never ever realise just how much pain she had lived through, watching as he was torn to shreds by her power. He would never realise the burden she carried.
Finally she spoke.
"I do."
Her words were only slightly surprising to him.
She looked up, her blue eyes watering, she smiled weakly, "I may not have suffered a terribly painful death, at least not one that I can remember. But I had to suffer so many emotional deaths."
P-90 cocked an eyebrow as CJ wiped at her eyes.
"You killed me!" She hissed, "You.... you took everything from me! My memories, the moments, everything and everyone I loved, you took them from me! You made me live a lie! You made me relive the day I lost Hideyoshi! You made me lose my mother and my father all over again! And then you gave me back my life from before.... and I had to live through all the painful memories again. I watched him get killed over and over.... I lost Susie again!"
She took a deep breath backing away from him, her fists pulled tightly.
"I wish I could kill you!" She cried, "I want to rip you limb from limb right now! I want you to die! JUST DIE ALREADY!"
P-90 was slightly taken aback by her behaviour. Those cruel words, they felt as if they were directed at a stranger. CJ would never have the courage to say something like that to P-90, "So Chiyo is still in there somewhere?"
"If I had my sword, I would kill you where you stand."
"catch."
CJ and P-90 both looked down the alleyway towards the voice. CJ was greeted by her sword flying her way. She lifted her hand and caught it before flying into an offensive position. She grinned as footsteps echoed down the alley, Chiaki greeting her, slightly out of breath.
"Should I kill him or should you?"
"I thought you'd left," CJ laughed, charging towards P-90, who was still mildly shocked.
P-90 just barely managed to dodge her blow.
"I wasn't planning on returning." He muttered, letting her have her fight.
CJ continued to charge, P-90 constantly albeit narrowly avoiding her devastating blows.
The two were paused as a pounding came from behind the hallowed blue doors.
"90! 90!" came the scared voice of Jenni, "The crate is acting up!"
P-90 grinned and lifted a hand, CJ suddenly froze on the spot, "Sorry love, but I'll just freeze you for a moment. The misses is having problems."
He pulled open the doors and ran into the TARDIS, Jenni speaking very fast and very incoherently about the problem.
A moment later the box was gone, and CJ and Chiaki remained. CJ flew into a rage as she regained control of her body, "BAKAYARO!" she screeched, slamming her hand against the hard brick of the building. She didn't even flinch. She just stood there, fist against the wall, for a moment before collapsing in a heap.
She took a moment before regaining composure.
"I think we've seen the last of him," Chiaki whispered, kneeling beside her.
She shook her head, "You don't know 90 like I do. He won't ever leave me alone."
"Then we'll run away, we'll keep running. Together we can fight him off time and time again," He whispered, placing a hand on her shoulder.
CJ looked up from the ground, rage fueling her eyes, It was then that he saw the darkness in her had reappeared. It had taken over. That was why he had left, the darkness in her was terrifying. But it had changed, and he had faith that he could rely on her, even when her darkness was at it's worst.
"No," she whispered, "No more running." She stood shakily, her legs weak. She used the wall as leverage to keep herself up. She reached down for her sword and lifted it into the sun. In a moment everything changed. She grabbed the length of her hair and sliced through it, laving it just at the shoulders. Chiaki watched as silky blonde locks fell to the dirty rain soaked ground. She looked at her reflection on the blade.
She walked out of the alley, determination burning in her eyes, "I'm not that girl anymore."
CJ was thinking along the same track, how much P-90 had always meant to her. He would never ever realise just how much pain she had lived through, watching as he was torn to shreds by her power. He would never realise the burden she carried.
Finally she spoke.
"I do."
Her words were only slightly surprising to him.
She looked up, her blue eyes watering, she smiled weakly, "I may not have suffered a terribly painful death, at least not one that I can remember. But I had to suffer so many emotional deaths."
P-90 cocked an eyebrow as CJ wiped at her eyes.
"You killed me!" She hissed, "You.... you took everything from me! My memories, the moments, everything and everyone I loved, you took them from me! You made me live a lie! You made me relive the day I lost Hideyoshi! You made me lose my mother and my father all over again! And then you gave me back my life from before.... and I had to live through all the painful memories again. I watched him get killed over and over.... I lost Susie again!"
She took a deep breath backing away from him, her fists pulled tightly.
"I wish I could kill you!" She cried, "I want to rip you limb from limb right now! I want you to die! JUST DIE ALREADY!"
P-90 was slightly taken aback by her behaviour. Those cruel words, they felt as if they were directed at a stranger. CJ would never have the courage to say something like that to P-90, "So Chiyo is still in there somewhere?"
"If I had my sword, I would kill you where you stand."
"catch."
CJ and P-90 both looked down the alleyway towards the voice. CJ was greeted by her sword flying her way. She lifted her hand and caught it before flying into an offensive position. She grinned as footsteps echoed down the alley, Chiaki greeting her, slightly out of breath.
"Should I kill him or should you?"
"I thought you'd left," CJ laughed, charging towards P-90, who was still mildly shocked.
P-90 just barely managed to dodge her blow.
"I wasn't planning on returning." He muttered, letting her have her fight.
CJ continued to charge, P-90 constantly albeit narrowly avoiding her devastating blows.
The two were paused as a pounding came from behind the hallowed blue doors.
"90! 90!" came the scared voice of Jenni, "The crate is acting up!"
P-90 grinned and lifted a hand, CJ suddenly froze on the spot, "Sorry love, but I'll just freeze you for a moment. The misses is having problems."
He pulled open the doors and ran into the TARDIS, Jenni speaking very fast and very incoherently about the problem.
A moment later the box was gone, and CJ and Chiaki remained. CJ flew into a rage as she regained control of her body, "BAKAYARO!" she screeched, slamming her hand against the hard brick of the building. She didn't even flinch. She just stood there, fist against the wall, for a moment before collapsing in a heap.
She took a moment before regaining composure.
"I think we've seen the last of him," Chiaki whispered, kneeling beside her.
She shook her head, "You don't know 90 like I do. He won't ever leave me alone."
"Then we'll run away, we'll keep running. Together we can fight him off time and time again," He whispered, placing a hand on her shoulder.
CJ looked up from the ground, rage fueling her eyes, It was then that he saw the darkness in her had reappeared. It had taken over. That was why he had left, the darkness in her was terrifying. But it had changed, and he had faith that he could rely on her, even when her darkness was at it's worst.
"No," she whispered, "No more running." She stood shakily, her legs weak. She used the wall as leverage to keep herself up. She reached down for her sword and lifted it into the sun. In a moment everything changed. She grabbed the length of her hair and sliced through it, laving it just at the shoulders. Chiaki watched as silky blonde locks fell to the dirty rain soaked ground. She looked at her reflection on the blade.
She walked out of the alley, determination burning in her eyes, "I'm not that girl anymore."
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