Carson Beckett/Paul McGillion Thunk Thread

[Dellruby]

we have a different name for it...shorten it it "gips"
Need something a little bigger...a daisy?

[Morgania]

Hyacinths?

[Aang]

Yep it's called Gypsophelia or some spelling of that which I am too lazy to work out.

Hold on *pulls out her laptop* Let's see here, what flowers to use...

Ooh hyacinths do smell amazing...

[Morgania]

Casa blanca lily? It's large, and white. Freesia is pretty too.

[Dellruby]

not lillies...they are funeral flowers

[Aang]

Hmm I like the idea of the forget me nots though, maybe we'll put some of those in my hair too...*is stuck on the forget me nots*

[Dellruby]

-roses....I had a lovely bouquet.....Hmm. There I go again...oh well, it was lovely, white roses in a ball shape with gypsophelia in and around it...my brides maids had the same design but red roses instead. *falls silent and looks at her hands like they are new to her*

[Aang]

*Beck is also silent and I know she is thinking about how she can't remember her own wedding at all, so I wrap my arms around my sisters' shoulders*

Dell, I'll bet those were beautiful flowers...

Beck: At least you remember what flowers you had at your wedding, even if it was in your old reality...I don't even remember my wedding to Carson...

Well crap... *I sigh*

[Dellruby]

-I'm sorry Sis, I don't suppose it helps that I'm trying to forget it either.
*I reach out and take Becks hand in mine*
-I wish I knew what I could do to help.

[Aang]

Beck: I do wish I could remember anything about my wedding...*she sighs*

*I look over to Beck* After my wedding, we'll throw you a wedding too. We'll make it your dream wedding, Sis. And you get to have your sisters and your daughter by your side this time.

*then I look back to Dell* It must have been a wonderful wedding, Sis. And I know how hard it is to remember...

*I absently twist the engagement ring on my finger...I had a ring on this finger once before, and it still sits in its ring box hidden away in my bedroom...I don't think I have ever mentioned it to my sisters*

[Dellruby]

-I don't think I will ever get married again.....but I'm sure going to have fun at my 2 sisters weddings!

[Aang]

*I look at Dell* I..was engaged once before. To the Carson of my old reality... *I can feel the tears stinging my eyes, but I try to hold them back*

I wore his ring for about two months after I came here...and then after my first kiss with A-Carson, I took it off and hid it away. I didn't realize it could still hurt to think of him...we never got to plan the wedding even... *my eyes get a far away look as I remember, but I come crashing back to reality when the memory of his eyes, blank and questioning as he asked me who I was the last time I saw him hits me*

[Dellruby]

Oh Aang! *hug her*
I wore my wedding rings for about 3 days after coming to this reality, but then I had to take them off...they didn't fit with the new me, Jack has them, maybe, maybe he got rid of them, I don't know, too scared to ask....scared more of how I'll react than to what the actual answer is.

[Aang]

*I hug Dell, still trying to squeeze back the tears pricking the corners of my eyes*

I'm only doing this... *I gesture to the wedding stuff on my laptop screen and my engagement ring* ...Because I was able to convince myself that he doesn't remember me, he doesn't know who I am...so he won't know I was supposed to marry him. One of us at least will be left in peace, with no memories of what should have been...and I have A-Carson now anyhow. A-Carson loves me and I love him. We have something I never thought was possible to find a second time and I can't lose that. Not again. The wedding will happen this time.

*my eyes sparkle, showing my determination (or is that stubbornness?) and I look down at my laptop screen*

Oh...and I found the flowers. *I smile slightly and turn the laptop so my sisters can see*

Spoiler:

[Dellruby]

Oh those flowers are beautiful! so perfect!
I understand what you are saying there about your wedding....and that is why I don't think I will marry, apart from having some one ask that is.... I am still married...he didn't die, I didn't die, what if one day I suddenly go back, and I married someone else? I feel guilty just thinking about it!