Mala's World

[SG1Poz]

My mother is dying as I type from COPD & Emphsema. I shoud be with her but I can't due to this surgery. I spoke too soon the evening after surgery. The pain hit me at 3am the next morning and it's still pretty bad whenever I move even to walk. She's been sedated and her c02 level is rising. My father and sister are with her but she's not aware. I'm afraid my holidays will never be the same. Sorry for the doom and gloom. It's very selfish of me to drag others down into the pits of sadness this time of year. The damn doctors said a month ago that she had months to a year to live. I think we're all a bit shocked that she's taken such a fast turn for the worst.
I needed to vent before I totally lose it here.
Thanks for lending an ear.

[Anakin]

My mother is dying as I type from COPD & Emphsema. I shoud be with her but I can't due to this surgery. I spoke too soon the evening after surgery. The pain hit me at 3am the next morning and it's still pretty bad whenever I move even to walk. She's been sedated and her c02 level is rising. My father and sister are with her but she's not aware. I'm afraid my holidays will never be the same. Sorry for the doom and gloom. It's very selfish of me to drag others down into the pits of sadness this time of year. The damn doctors said a month ago that she had months to a year to live. I think we're all a bit shocked that she's taken such a fast turn for the worst.
I needed to vent before I totally lose it here.
Thanks for lending an ear.

((((((((((((POZ))))))))))))))

This time is for good thoughts and peace. I hope your Mom doesn't suffer and that she'll find a better life, wherever she goes.

[blueiris]

My mother is dying as I type from COPD & Emphsema. I shoud be with her but I can't due to this surgery. I spoke too soon the evening after surgery. The pain hit me at 3am the next morning and it's still pretty bad whenever I move even to walk. She's been sedated and her c02 level is rising. My father and sister are with her but she's not aware. I'm afraid my holidays will never be the same. Sorry for the doom and gloom. It's very selfish of me to drag others down into the pits of sadness this time of year. The damn doctors said a month ago that she had months to a year to live. I think we're all a bit shocked that she's taken such a fast turn for the worst.
I needed to vent before I totally lose it here.
Thanks for lending an ear.

(((((Poz)))))

[majorshrl]

(((POZ)))

All our thoughts are with you.

[majorshrl]

Ah, that explains the strange sounds I heard earlier on today. (and why all the dogs in the area began howling at the moon! )


You should move here to the east coast, where it's been very mild.

Bev my pal says all the windows shattered in the town. The practice session was in tune but by the time the big moment came I felt totally sick and was glad to finish without throwing up!

[dipsofjazz]

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[penjab]

My mother is dying as I type from COPD & Emphsema. I shoud be with her but I can't due to this surgery. I spoke too soon the evening after surgery. The pain hit me at 3am the next morning and it's still pretty bad whenever I move even to walk. She's been sedated and her c02 level is rising. My father and sister are with her but she's not aware. I'm afraid my holidays will never be the same. Sorry for the doom and gloom. It's very selfish of me to drag others down into the pits of sadness this time of year. The damn doctors said a month ago that she had months to a year to live. I think we're all a bit shocked that she's taken such a fast turn for the worst.
I needed to vent before I totally lose it here.
Thanks for lending an ear.

I am very sorry to hear about your Mom. I can't even imagine (and don't want to) what you must be feeling especially since you can't be there with her. I hope you feel well enough to go see her and be with her soon.

[kiwigater]

*huggles Poz*
I am so sorry to hear about your Mom, I hope she makes an equally strong turn for the better, and my thoughts are with you and your family.

[SG1Poz]

Thank you. Unfortunately Kiwi, the 'better' right now would be for her to just let go She's hated living the past two years as her condition worsened due to becoming incapable of doing every day activities. This past year she could only walk several steps without stopping to try and gain her strength and breath. She's tired and wants to go. She told me that months ago. Please mom, Just go. Be at peace......sobbing now....................

[Gen Blue]

(((((((((( SG1Poz ))))))))))

I know just what you're going through. My mom was the same way. Same cause, too. At least I was there when she went. *crying along with you*

[OneillTwo"LL"s]

Moving MALA's World back to page one!!

Thunks MALA!!

okay, back to tour mode!!

[Zoser]

Just a quick note - I became a grandmother on Dec. 27 at 2:16.
A little girl. I knew that I would be happy the feeling is absolutely visceral.

[majorshrl]

congratulations grandma Zoser. What is she called?

[Zoser]

congratulations grandma Zoser. What is she called?

They haven't decided yet!!!

[ChevronSeven]

Just a quick note - I became a grandmother on Dec. 27 at 2:16.
A little girl. I knew that I would be happy the feeling is absolutely visceral.

Congratulations Zoser!