Originally posted by Myn MacGeek, Third Sentinel
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Anyhoo, I'm just popping in because I have a friend who is dying from cancer and even though I have never met her in person, I can't help but think of her everyday. I have sent her some cards to lift her spirits and I do find myself saying a little pray for her and her family every now and then...more now than then!
My dad has just gone into remission after having treatment for lung cancer. He's a smoker and he still smokes. Watching him go through the treatment was horrendous for all of us. Weird thing was, at first he didn't suffer from any of the usual symptoms of the treatment...I did though...the more he went through the sicker I got...it was most bizarre!!...of course that only lasted a few weeks and was not debilitating to me...I was just crook for apparently no reason while dad was having a good ole time!!
Anyhoo, it all did eventually catch up and he was very ill just before Christmas. The hardest part was watching him whither away. He just seemed to shrink to almost nothing. And when he ended up in hospital and needed a blood transfusion, he collapsed in the bathroom...I was the only one there and having to ring mum and tell her to come back to the hospital NOW was hard...and mum didn't cope to well with it all either...so the three of us kids and our spouses had to rally round and set both mum and dad on the right track. Dad almost gave up at one time. Mum was living in denial. My uncle, (mum's older brother) came to help us. His wife had gone through treatment for breast cancer some years ago, (she's in remission also), as did a family friend who lost his wife to breast cancer 3 years ago...she was only 34 years old and had two children aged 3 and 1. Having gone through the trauma in dealing and living with cancer, it was such a help to have someone who understood what we were going through. I think humour got us through some of the really rough patches. I think if you can't laugh at yourself or the whole situation, then it can be a lot harder.
I only wish my parents would give up the cigarettes. Why can't they see that this was a warning??
What really irks me though, is that I know people who have or had cancer and they either never smoked or gave up the smokes a long time ago and they still succumbed to that blasted disease. It just doesn't seem right you know? I'm, not sure if I believe in karma...sometimes I question the little faith I have and wonder why this happens. But I guess it's just life and some of us win and some of us don't. It never seems to make any sense though.
Ok...I think I'm done...nice thread ...nice place to lift some of the tension off ones shoulders!!
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