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It's the uh...obligatory 'Amanda talks about guys' post. Cags said she wanted to hear about this guy news that I was bouncing about the other day and there's some more now then what I had in my LJ post.
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So there's this guy, who is in my English class and he's really nice and a geek. And on Friday I found him in our cafe at school and he actually turned around and talked to me and I sat at his table and we had a super nice like 40 minute conversation and he told me that I really need to hang out with him and this other geek from our English class sometime. So of course I had this stupid smile on my face for the rest of the weekend day.
So I see him today in class for a bit, and I had to wait till 6 for my mom to get there so I knew I'd have an extra 30 minutes of being bored. So this geek's friend sits behind me in pre-calculous so I turn around and ask him if he knew if his friend had any classes after the one he was already in and his friend said he didn't think so and that his friend was there till 5 and that he had his number (his friends #) if I wanted to text him to see if he was going to be around.
So what do I do?... I stalk the poor guy and text him and ask if he's going to be around and I had his friend send him a text saying that he had given that weird Amanda girl from his English class his number. But the guy didn't seem to mind so much because he shows up a few hours later (after his Chem lab) and sits with me and we talk for 45 minutes and it was nice.
But now I'm afraid that he's going to think I'm weird and crazy because I IMed him on the facebook chat tonight too. This is *so* not me, I'm so shy and totally do not talk this much. But there's something about him...I'm super attracted to him. Not like physically but like personality wise, if that makes sense. And I just want to talk to him and know everything about him and all of that stuff and it's really hard to explain. And I'm terrified he's going to think I'm weird or annoying or whatever! *groans*
It's not even like I want to date him either. He's just...a nice guy. But I still don't want him to think I'm weird.
Anyway, so...I'm confused. I hate confusion. lol I needed to vent that.
I don't think you need to feel weird for that! If the guy is going to sit with you for forty-five minutes, I dont think he's going to find an IM annoying or weird! (although I get what you mean! There's too much technology around and if you contact someone with more than one, it makes you feel like you're stalking them! ...I don't think you are though...)
You should take him up on his offer to hang out with him and his friend!
amanda it's not weird...it's called having a crush on someone...at least...that is how I behaved when I liked someone on school Just don't worry about it and enjoy the time that you're having with him. still out of own experience, don't be too clingy...that gets annoying
oh and *mini squee* It's nice to hear you've met a nice guy
They do, help indeed. At one point, I remembered what APA posted on my fb page: Courage, my friend. And I remembered you all and that you were thinking of me and praying for me, and I felt better. It was a lovely funeral, as funerals go. A bright, warm spring day with blue skies and golden sunshine, just the type of day my Mommy would love. I'm so tired.
So glad you had a nice day for it, and that we helped you a bit
Now comes the hard part of dealing with daily life that now has a huge hole in it. I found it helps to try to fill that hole with the happy memories from before, but it's not easy and takes a strong will. And it's tiring. And it takes time. Give yourself time and take care of yourself as well as those around you.
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