*I move from my chair to sit Dell's bed up just enough, sit up on the edge of the bed and wrap my arms around her the best I can*
I...I knew you were seeing something. I could feel it. But I didn't know that was what you saw, Sis. I'm sorry. *I look into her face* When I felt you get shot, I felt the pain like the bullets had hit me...when I finally got into the room and saw you, for one brief second I thought you might have been gone already. But then I realized I could still feel you. When I dropped to my knees like that, I couldn't have cared any less about myself than I did in that moment. All I wanted was to know you were alive. I couldn't lose you. *I feel the tears on my own cheeks, but I ignore them for once*
...And I'm sorry about your children, Sis. I know you've never once stopped thinking about them since you came here. You've never stopped loving them all this time...I'm so sorry, Sis. *I lowered my voice to a whisper when I said this, just had a feeling Shep shouldn't hear it*
I...I knew you were seeing something. I could feel it. But I didn't know that was what you saw, Sis. I'm sorry. *I look into her face* When I felt you get shot, I felt the pain like the bullets had hit me...when I finally got into the room and saw you, for one brief second I thought you might have been gone already. But then I realized I could still feel you. When I dropped to my knees like that, I couldn't have cared any less about myself than I did in that moment. All I wanted was to know you were alive. I couldn't lose you. *I feel the tears on my own cheeks, but I ignore them for once*
...And I'm sorry about your children, Sis. I know you've never once stopped thinking about them since you came here. You've never stopped loving them all this time...I'm so sorry, Sis. *I lowered my voice to a whisper when I said this, just had a feeling Shep shouldn't hear it*
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