Carson Beckett/Paul McGillion Thunk Thread

[Aang]

*still with my arm around my sister, I look up at Sparky and smile*

Yes, I got A-Carson to wear his kilt for the wedding. Carson will be in a kilt as well. I think Shep will be the only one not in a kilt...I just want this wedding to be as comfortable as possible for everyone, the Carsons love to wear their kilts.

[Sparky She-Demon]

*still with my arm around my sister, I look up at Sparky and smile*

Yes, I got A-Carson to wear his kilt for the wedding. Carson will be in a kilt as well. I think Shep will be the only one not in a kilt...I just want this wedding to be as comfortable as possible for everyone, the Carsons love to wear their kilts.

I may have two dates to the wedding, if I can get S- to behave. Well three, since we are counting the symbiotes. I don't think any of my guys are wearing kilts.

[McBecklover]

*I think to sis; Yes, but you know that already. It -it's still so painful to remember. I'll never forget that day (then thinks to self; I wish I would stop dreaming it so often, it just kills me). Then I put on a smile, wiping my tear away*
-Yes, the Carson's in their kilts, now that's a sight for sore eyes *giggles*

[DarkenLycht]

*looks at aCarson* Aang must never know this...I anted to be stronger than death and now I am just to give nMichael more time, yet how Aang have known that this would happen...I...

*nMichael appears next to Poet, with the wraith she drank from yesterday who is holding little John in his arms*

nMichael: I am sorry it took so long my love but it was complicated...and Michael knew that this could happen so he never finished this project...I wonder who did though

What could happen?

*nMichael looks at her* I have make this experiment come undone, then I generated an antidote for it in my blood, he *points at the wraith* however lost his memory and ability to feed over this....he does not know who he is or anything of what he has ever done anymore and we need to find a way to make him stay alive without feeding...

*looks at NMichael* at least he is alive....but, why is little John here?

nMichael: because the only way you can be healed from the poison is you to drink me nearly to death....it was the fastest way to let my body produce the antidote

*shakes her head* I will not do this, no....little one has a family with you guys now but I will not do that to you

*nMichael looks at aCarson* I was afraid she would say so, can you help me to hold her still while I feed her?

[Sparky She-Demon]

*looking through the selection of shoes*

What do you think of these Falina?

[Aang]

*I think back to Beck: I know it hurts, and just as Dell will never forget her kids...you will never forget that Carson. And I will never forget my old Carson as well. But we have something wonderful here... --And I smile at her, then have a memory of my old reality hit me like a ton of bricks again*

{Carson bends down on one knee in front of me, he hands me the ring box...I pop it open and see the ring, the beautiful light blue stone twinkles in the sunlight. I feel a tear escape my eye as I wrap my arms around him and hug him, I slip the ring onto my finger...when I look at him again, he is doubled over in pain, my heart skips a beat and I get to my knees beside him, holding him until the pain subsides. We both stand up and I help him to the infirmary, where Jennifer tells us of the degradation. I feel my heart drop into my stomach and I have to swallow back the tears. Fast forward to two weeks later, I am at his bedside in his quarters caring for him while the cure works to heal him. He sits up and looks at me...and his eyes are empty, blank...he does not recognize me. I feel the tears in my eyes and I can't fully hold them back this time. My love does not know who I am. There is an argument with Jennifer, a ripple in time...and moments later, I am clinging to the man I would come to know as A-Carson, crying my soul out on his shoulder. He doesn't yet know me, but he is kind and gentle, he lets me cry, he comforts me...}

*I don't realize the tears are on my cheeks until I feel myself gasping for breath and then I turn and run out of the shoe store to the car, I climb into the driver's seat, lean my head on the steering wheel and cry, I hadn't realized how fresh these memories still were in my mind, I didn't know what brought this on, but suddenly I am overwhelmed by the memories*

[Sparky She-Demon]

*follows out Aang out to the car*

Even though I've never switched realities, I can imagine the pain you're in. Through Falina that is.

[Aang]

*Back on Atlantis, aCarson looks at nMichael and nods*

A- I'll do wha'ever it takes t' save her. *he looks down at Poet* An' I won't ever tell Aang o' this, Lass. It would upset 'er too much.

*he smiles gently at Poet before he helps to hold her down so that nMichael can feed her*

[Aang]

*follows out Aang out to the car*

Even though I've never switched realities, I can imagine the pain you're in. Through Falina that is.

*I look up at Sparky, tears still on my face, hiccuping back a sob*

It shouldn't hurt this much. I have A-Carson, I have my sisters...I have my friends here. It shouldn't hurt this much to be away from a reality I don't even want to go back to... *I put my head back down against the steering wheel and try to control my emotions, but it's hard to do that in the state of mind I am in*

[Sparky She-Demon]

*I look up at Sparky, tears still on my face, hiccuping back a sob*

It shouldn't hurt this much. I have A-Carson, I have my sisters...I have my friends here. It shouldn't hurt this much to be away from a reality I don't even want to go back to... *I put my head back down against the steering wheel and try to control my emotions, but it's hard to do that in the state of mind I am in*

What would be something that would help take your mind off things?

[DarkenLycht]

*keeps her mouth shut*

nMichael: Poet my love come on do you really want to leave your friends and family instead of just making me faint for one or two days?

*looks at him, mouth still shut*

nMichael: I fear that means yes....ok dear then you'll die and all your guys will follow you, because we don't want to live with out you...this will break the heart of Aang and her sisters and all the Carsons and our friends, maybe even Sheppard will be sad about it...*he looks down at her, tears sparkle in his eyes*

*looks at him and feeels tears in her eyes* I don't, but I hate to hurt you for this

nMichael: I never said you have to like it, you just have to do it because otherwise you hurt others much more than you will hurt me by doing it *he lets her hand go and she grabs him to pull him down*

I am sorry, Michael *she bites him forcing herself not to spit his blood out again and let him go*

*nMichael falls asleep slowly on her and she stops drinking as she can her his heart beat only a bit still* aCarson, can you please take care of him? *she cries slilently, then closes her eyes, making her own heart beat again, feeling it hurts her now already a bit less to breathe*

[Aang]

A- Aye, Lass. An' thank ye for listenin' ta him.

*he lifts nMichael off of Poet and moves him to an empty bed, doing what needs to be done, before turning back to Poet*

A- 'e was right, ye know. If y'd died...it would 'ave broken Aang's 'eart. She loves ye, Lass.

[DarkenLycht]

*looks at aCarson* I know...but I sometimes still think you were better, if I and the guys would have never come here...I feel like if I am around here, my friends get into trouble because of me...that's why I hate going anywhere much...always hoping no one ses me

*looks at little John, who is gigling being cradled in the arms of the wraith guy then back to aCarson* what do you know about that guy...where does he come from? *looks at the wraith* hey come over here, and give me the kid, please

[Sparky She-Demon]

I have to leave for class, but I'll be back in little over an hour.

Aang, you are free to play me.

[Aang]

*aCarson sits on the edge of Poet's bed and hugs her gently*

A- Poet, Lass...if Aang an' 'er sisters 'ad never met you, they would never 'ave learned that Wraith are no' all bad. Would ye rather it tha' way? *he smiles sadly*

*then he looks at the other Wraith*

A- Aye, 'e was brought from another reality in th' same event tha' brought Aang an' her sisters 'ere. Tha's all I know, Lass. Tha' and that Aang 'ad t' stop 'im from feedin' on Dell.