Carson Beckett/Paul McGillion Thunk Thread

[Sparky She-Demon]

Well, I have a plot bunny that I'm going to play out that involves someone going Tok'Ra but I won't complain if you want to

I'm just saying, I can be the person that goes Tok'ra in our little group. Everyone else has had something major happen (poet's gone Vampire/Wraith, you and Beck have telepathy of some sort), courtesy of the plot bunnies.

[DarkenLycht]

*the wolf looks at Dell, his yellow eyes sparkling friendly, Poet lets him go and he changes shape back to normal, pulling Poet into his arms* I know, Dell but it was my decision since I could not longer go on knowing Poet is hurt from me feeling guilty for what I did...I just thought it would be easier for her, if I go *he looks at Poet, who cannot calm herself from crying* I haven't known you know that I love you.....that you love...me, and yet you granted me my wish...

How was I supposed to not? I love you, and I would do anything to make you happy, even if it breaks me *she is shaken by her tears, turning even paler, starting to shiver and feels dizzy*

[Aang]

*Dell unfreezes and looks up at nMichael*

Dell: You know I don't want Poet to hurt either...but it only made things worse when she lost you...not better. And I feel as if it's my fault. *she sighs*

*I notice Poet isn't looking well, more than she even had when she came, and I direct a thought to nCarson: nCarson, Poet needs you. She is here at my quarters,*

[DarkenLycht]

*nMichael looks at everyone, tears sparkling in his eyes* she is weak, so I can break her bock to make you all, what she hiides from you...you will see it's not anyones "fault" but her own...if you want me to *he looks at Gabriel, who nods slightly* it would be about time

[Aang]

*I hadn't noticed the tears beginning to leak down my cheeks and still don't notice them much as I nod to nMichael, pulling my sisters closer to me, ready to protect them if it's too much for them to feel...*

[Sparky She-Demon]

What's with the crying?

[Aang]

Not too sure really. This seems to happen quite a lot really. *facepalm*

[Sparky She-Demon]

So... what's your plot bunny involving the Tok'ra?

[McBecklover]

*I still can't shake the thought that this is all my fault & I feel everyone is the room is quite sad, worried or feeling guilty. I feel them all as that is my own feelings as well. I then remember my dream from this morning & I shudder*

[Sparky She-Demon]

I just would like to know what is going on!

[Aang]

(Sparky, I'll have to forward the PM to you about it, trying not to say anything on the board so our readers get the surprise )

*I feel Beck shudder against my arm and I hold her tighter, looking over at her and smiling gently through the tears I had just noticed on my face. I remember that it's once again my time to be the strong one for my sisters, to help them through this, and I lock my feelings into that little lock box in my heart, sniff back my tears and sit up a little straighter, still holding on to my sisters as much for my own comfort as theirs*

[Sparky She-Demon]

Okay. Fair nuff. Really want to see it!

[DarkenLycht]

nMichael: you will be able to see her memories as if you had stood next to her *he closes his eyes and puts his hand on Poet's forehead, who winces a tiny bit*

Spoiler:

*then suddenly the room seems to fade and they are standing in a darkend room, there is a table with 4 chairs and a black haired woman sits there with a small blue eyed, dark haired girl about 4 years old*

mom, when will Joey come back home?

*the woman smiles and replies* I don't know Poet dear, he's at a friend's house, but I told the mom of his friend to bring him back for dinner *she strokes the girl's hair*

*the door opens and a male wraith comes in, looking worried* they are coming, hide yourself and Poet, darling...I am so glad Joey ain't here....

*The woman looks at him, scared, then pulls the girl up to her shoulders and hides with her behind an old closet* be quiet my love please....

But dady, why ain't he hiding with us...

*the woman pulls the girl close to her* he will be ok

*then they hear that the door is slammed open violently, footsteps on the floor* Now, we found you finally, you will pay for your sins *someone shouts, then screams from the male wraith before something lands on the floor with a dull sound, just a few inches away from the girl* we need to find th mother, too *someone says*

*the girl turns her head to see what has landed on the floor, she screams* Daaaaaady *before she realizes it was a mistake*

Behind there! *three men come walking pulling the woman away from the girl*

No, no let me *her mother screams and tries to break free, while the girl runs to her crying* mom, mom I am so sorry *looks up to the men* please let momie go

*one of the men smiles viciously* your mom and dad were bad people, for making you and your brother, and bad poeple need to be punished...*he laughs, then one of the other two men pulls up a sword, its blade black from wraith blood*

No! *Poet screams and pushes nMichael's hand away, breating heavily *the memory fades, as fast as it has been there* why did you show them, that I killed my parents? *she cries as opens his eyes, shaking with cold, since he used much energy to show that momery*

Gabriel: you have not killed your parents,. my queen...we all just saw that

*looks at him* he said they have to pay for making me! So I am giulty of it, like anytime, when something happens to my friends

[Aang]

*I carefully keep my emotions locked away as I feel both of my sisters tense in my grip and see their eyes showing their fear, as if we had been hiding right alongside little Poet and her Mommy in that room*

I...Oh Poet... *I whisper, unable to come up with words for once, swallowing hard past the lump in my throat*

[Sparky She-Demon]

Thanks for showing me the scenario, Aang!