Carson Beckett/Paul McGillion Thunk Thread

[Dellruby]

it was your sweet dreams booster!
Now it is way late, I'm crashing, although It seems i can still write ok, so go to bed and I will be on tomorrow afternoon (my time...Oxy class in the morning, coffee afterwards....hmm, out in public in lycra....oh not sure that is a good thing!)

[Aang]

Ahh and so our schedule returns to normal...thanks for the little sweet dreams booster, I think it'll work nicely...mhm yes! (Oh I'm sure it'll be fine, can't be that bad! Hey if you feel like it is, just imagine Shep is staring at you, you know he'll always say something nice to you about how you look, no matter what Especially if I'm writing him)

[Dellruby]

oh I made funny noises then...was not good!

[Aang]

Gotcha! Couldn't have you melt my mind and not do -something- in return...

[Dellruby]

go to bed...I am!

[McBecklover]

(Hmm, It seems Carson & I stood all night in the place where we had last hug. Dell left, A-Carson left, Aang went to sit on the couch & Carson & I just stood there & did nothing. *facepalm* I'll just asume we saw you two needed space & we left too)

[Aang]

(whoops sorry Sis!!)

[DarkenLycht]

*Joey wakes up as nCarson and the other guys appear in Poet's room again, Gabriel holding his queen in his arms*

Joey: how is she?

Gabriel: as good as dead....it will take her quite a while to get over what she did but...*he frowns*

Joey: what?

Gabriel: oh...forget about it *he replaces his frown with a sight smile as he lays Poet on her bed* she must rest now

n aye, she must an' y'all get out 'ere please

*Joey, Gabriel and nMichael walk ot slowly looking back at their queen sadly, while nCarson remains sitting at her side thinking what he should do about Dell, since of course, he and Poet's other guys have heard her screaming at Poet*

[Aang]

*meanwhile by now, I am sitting in the living room with Dell, we're talking about last night*

It's okay, Sis. I know you never meant for Poet to kill nMichael, and he is alive now. It's alright.

Dell: But how...how could she think I would want her to hurt herself that way for me?

I don't know, I really don't...

[McBecklover]

(ok, I'm here hold on...)

[Aang]

(Oh hello there Sis )

[DarkenLycht]

*Gabriel appears next to them, looking at them sadly* she did not think you want her to hurt herself Dell..she meant to make you and nMichael stop hurting. *he walks around* she had to diecide between her own wellbeing and her friends'....she decided for her friends, not caring about herself *he looks deep into their eyes* same as nMichael did, when he hurt Beck, he had the choice to just do nothing and wait until her nightmares and guilt would eat her up bit by bit. making her become like Poet....which would have destroyed you and Poet or going to break her, as he did, to give Aang a way to save Beck from her guilt. Though that would hurt you all too, to see Beck destroyed like Poet was, is a much greater pain...and he as Poet chose to save his friends, no matter what would happen to him *he smiles sadly* that is their way of thinking, friends come first, no matter if it costs their own life....don't feel guilty for it *a tear roles down his cheek* she was always like that, it's how I have met her

[McBecklover]

*I open my eyes, I lay there, trying to shake off my latest nightmare, I've taken to keeping them quite ever since that day with nMichael, as I don't want a repeat of that. Finaly I look to my left & find Carson is not there. I sit up & look around the room, before noticing I can hear the water running in the bathroom. He is having a shower I thought, hmm, I think I should have a scrub too. I grin & get out of bed, stripping down to nothing & puting my robe on. I then walk into the bathroom & close the door. The room is steamy from the hot water, the mirror is all fogged up. I peer behind the curtain & Carson stands there with not but the water flowing down his back, some drizzling down his face. He wipes the water from his eyes, see's me & grins cheekily, nodding his head. I smile, let my robe fall to the floor & step behind the curtain with him*

~~~

*20 mins later, the bathroom door opens & the steam is released as we both emerge from the room each wearing a fluffy white robe. His hair is all messed up & damp, still dripping slightly, a single drop runs down his cheek & on his chest. My hair messy & damp too, with a few drips here & there dripping from my head, down my face & into my cleavage. He stops to stare at me a little, I look back at him & we embrace once more, holding each other & kiss passionately*

~~~

*half hour after that, we emerge from our room fully dressed & with huge grins on our faces & enter the living room as I glance at him at my side & whisper I love you*
Love ye to mah love *smiles back at me*

[Aang]

*she looks up at Gabriel, her eyes sort of hollow, but shining*

Dell: But that's...just it. I don't want to see her hurt...

*I wrap an arm around her shoulders*

Because when Poet hurts herself, it makes us hurt as well...and that would undo everything she has done to keep us from being hurt... *I finish Dell's thought and she smiles gratefully to me*

Dell: And I didn't really want to see nMichael dead. Just...I just wanted him to feel guilt for what he did, for how he hurt my sisters. When Aang told me what happened...even though I could see Beck standing beside her, it still hurt me to know she had been hurt. But that would never mean I would want Poet to hurt herself for me, and it would not mean I would want her to kill nMichael for me. *she sighs*

*I hold her close, looking up at Gabriel*

[DarkenLycht]

Gabriel: *smiles* you realy thought nMichael would not feel guilty for that, Dell? He LOVES Poet and I guess you know what I mean..as much as you love your sisters or Shep...he gets worried anytime she is not with him, thinking something could happen, which would kill her *he smiles brighter* you cannot hear his thoughts, but he really has fallen for her with all of his heart, he just does not dare to say it out loud to her and of course he hurts knowing he has hurt Poet's friends so much and he always will, he won't forget that ever....

*he sits down on the floor* as for Poet, if you want to I could tell you how I met her, then you may see a bit better why she did what she did to nMichael yesterday....