Carson Beckett/Paul McGillion Thunk Thread

[DarkenLycht]

Amaell: *looks at Poet, his yellow eyes sparkling excited* she's pretty. Do you think she'll like me; Gabriel?

Gabriel: *smiles at him* of course she will, she love vampire-wraih guys

Jukla: I am really sorry she got in such trouble because of us

Gabriel: *looks at him* don't be, nothing and no one can keep her from helping others, no matter what this will do to herself *looks at Beck* I am really sorry you had to see this, but we hadn't no time, to go somewhere else

(Night Beck )

[Aang]

(Go to sleep, Sis, I'll handle Beck and Carson. It was nice to have you here all day )

[Aang]

*I had buried my face in Beck's hair, mentally apologizing to her for putting her through the chaos that is my mind, when I look up at the Carsons, who are by now watching the two of us*

I scared her, I didn't control my fear as well as I could have and I scared her silly.

A- We w're all scared, Love. It's no' all yer fault. *he looks over at Gabriel, Jukta and Amaell* An' it's not Poet's fault either. She couldna' help tha' her hunger was so strong...she couldn'a control it. *he switches the now empty blood bag for a fresh one, it can't hurt to give her a bit more, he figures*

I could have kept her well away, protected her..I let my fear control me. *I half smile and look at my sister, hoping she knows now that even her little sister can't always stay in control*

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*comes to her senses slowly and opens her eyes* Hey there Amaell* reaches out for him and pulls him to sit next to her* how are you dear? *doesn't dare to look at Aang and aCarson+

Amaell: I am great, now I am as cool as Gabriel

For sure you are, Amaell *smiles at him, trying to concentrate on hm not to feel the need just to rip her own heart out for attacking her friends*

[Aang]

*A-Carson and I look up and see Poet awake, and both smile...we are just glad she is alright*

*across the room, I still am standing with Beck, but I give Carson a look and he comes and takes Beck from me, holding her to him and gently stroking her hair, and I make my way back toward Poet*

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Amaell: say Poet, why are you sad?

Me? I am sad about what happend to you and...what I nearly dd to my friends *smiles at him and runs fingers through his soft white hair*

Jukla: don't be so curious, boy

Amaell *yawns holding his hand before his mouth* I'm tired, copulld we go and sleep somewhere, Dad?

Jukla: yes, Gabriel said we can stay with them for a while *he smiles then looks at Gabriel* could you lead us to where we can stay?

*Gabriel nods and leads them out, Amaell looks back* good night everyone, night Poet, I am sorry I have to sleep

It's ok *smiles at him then, looks at Aang letting her feel that as soon the boy and his dad are asleep in her home, she wil ldo something to herself, something hurtful for hurting her friends and making Beck scared*

[Aang]

*I look at Poet as I approach her* You'll do nothing of the sort. I can feel you, do remember that, and I'll not let you harm yourself. Not again. *I look right into her yellow, wraithy eyes*

*I send a quick glance over my shoulder to Carson, who leads Beck out and they head toward our quarters, leaving A-Carson and I alone with Poet*

We don't blame you for what happened.

A- No' at all, y' couldn't 'ave helped it, Lass. We're alrigh' an' so are you.

*we both smile slightly*

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*looks at them smiling visciously*you can't keep me from doing it, I nearly hurt you badly and this I NEVER allow myself to do without paying for it, no matter what. I failed you not being stronger to hold myself back. if you want to have me not doing it you'll have no choice than to force me *her eyes sparkle* words alone won't be enough *lets Aang know that she really means it, not because she wants to hurt them but because she can't firgive herself*

[Aang]

*I can feel that Poet really means it, but I let her know that I also mean what I am saying, we will not let her harm herself. Not this time.*

The key word there is nearly. But you didn't hurt us badly. *I sit up on the edge of her bed and pull her into my arms, holding her there*

*A-Carson joins us from the other side and we both sit on the edges of the bed, hugging Poet, unwilling to let her do anything to harm herself*

A- Aang's righ' Lass, we're fine. We won't let ye harm y'self, even if I've got t' go an' get that special sedative I've got tha' will knock ye out, Vampire-Wraith or no'. *he smiles at Poet, his blue eyes sparkle*

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*vanishes and reappears in another empty bed* it's that easy for me to get away from you two *smiles* it will be as simple to hurt myself because I have to *looks at them but it's not hard to guess that she's somehow beside herself, as results of lacking food and having hit the wall*

[Aang]

*we look over, it would seem we'd slightly forgotten she could just vanish like that. I also remember something else, but quickly dismiss the thought so that Poet won't pick up on what I am thinking, I make my way over to her again*

No. Not this time. Poet, I won't let you. *I get across the room to her and before I can think it through, pull the syringe of the special sedative from my pocket and jab it into Poet's arm, I pray that it works this time as it did the first time I used it on her...I know she can eventually break through it and wake, but this may give me the time to figure out what else to do*

*I'm slightly glad I sent Carson to take Beck back to our quarters, she needs to relax and escape the emotions of others, feel only her own emotions. One day soon, I'll help her learn to control her gift again and fix what Lord Skyra broke...until then, I will watch over her and do my best to protect her from it*

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*looks at Aang smiling* not enough, my friend, my mind won't allow me...to rest...until I *falls back, losing consciousness*

[Aang]

Ah, I know it's not a permanent solution, but it may give us enough time...

*I catch Poet as she falls back and carry her back to the bed where I'd left A-Carson sitting*

It won't last forever, but it might be long enough to figure something out.

*I set her on the bed gently and look back in time to see Beck sticking her head around the edge of the infirmary doorway, Carson close behind her*

Beck: We just couldn't leave you two alone down here.

Sis, I told Carson to keep you upstairs...oh never mind that now. We haven't got long to figure something out... *I gesture to Poet, who is lying unconscious on the bed*

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(have to go, good night )

[Aang]

(Good night )