Carson Beckett/Paul McGillion Thunk Thread

[Aang]

(No kidding Sis. Beck really threw me for a loop and threw poor Aang into her own personal form of hell there...)

*I look up at Dell, I try to reach out, I want so desperately to feel her emotions again and I wish I knew what to say to her, I want to let her know I am alright, but the dead feeling in my heart and mind leaves me not knowing what to say for once, so I settle for reaching out and taking her hand in mine* *as I do this, I feel a spark in me, a feeling I can't quite place for the first moment. Hope. Hope that there might be a little bit of Beck left somewhere, that we might not be too late just yet. I look up into Dell's face, some of the old sparkle returning to my eyes although I'm still feeling numb to the world for the moment*

Sis...thank you. It's not much yet, but I can feel your hope...and it's helping. *I squeeze Dell's hand and ease myself into a sitting position on A-Carson's lap, glad for my mind still being numbed, so I don't have to feel Carson for the moment...it would break me again if I could feel him right now*

[Sparky She-Demon]

One good thing about Spring Break being next week: Time for writing and working on a project!

[Dellruby]

*I smile at Aang*
-Welcome back sis. *Becks spirt is now standing right behind Aang and I'm able to see them both without have to really move my eyes. Beck holds out her hand to me and it passed through Aangs chest right about where her heart should be. I stare at it, and wonder if Aang can feel it. Still Becks spirit is not as solid as other spirits but the fact that she is here is a little worrying.*

[DarkenLycht]

Corey: I don't want Aang to be like this, let's do it Poet

*Looks at him* ok, let's do it...

Corey: Forgive me

*nods* please back off a little Dell *looks at Beck's spirit* you too please

[Aang]

*I feel something swelling in my heart...and I would swear it was Beck, but I know better, she is gone...isn't she? No, that's not it, she's right here with us. I can feel my heart begin to unlock, the fog beginning to fade...I'd forgotten how nice it was to feel Dell, A-Carson...even Poet and Corey...one sharp pang in my heart doubles me over for a moment and then I sit up again, remembering what had happened*

Dell, Sis, Beck was here wasn't she? She gave me back my feeling...let me tap into my gift again.

[Sparky She-Demon]

I am completely and utterly out of the loop on this... What's Going On Here?

[Dellruby]

Hi Sparky and Poet!
What is going on...hmmm, Beck has left us high and dry, that is what is going on!

[DarkenLycht]

*smiles at Aang* welcome back dear, you know Beck wasn't gone at all. I felt her all the time, may be due to the fact my powers are stronger
Corey: I am glad you're back again, wouldn't have liked much to make Poet your guide, would have done of course but this way it's better

(hi Dell, hugs*

[Aang]

Woops fff let me fix my post, GW ate it on me when I tried to edit something!

[Sparky She-Demon]

Hi Sparky and Poet!
What is going on...hmmm, Beck has left us high and dry, that is what is going on!

Oh dear lord! I have to leave in roughly five minutes, I hope to be on again later!

[Aang]

*I look over to Poet* Or maybe you felt Beck still because you weren't overloaded with Carson's feelings...you see, I'd been keeping his feeling in my mind, it was my lifeline to them...when Beck's faded, I dropped my guard and stopped controlling my Gift...Carson overloaded me...I'm only lucky that it was't permanent damage. *I look up to Corey* And I'm glad you didn't have to do that as well...

[Dellruby]

*hugs Poet* (in RL....such as it is)
*hugs Aang*
-yes that was Beck, I see Beck.

[DarkenLycht]

*looks at Aang* I feel them both, I feel my guys too but I can cope better with feelings, my heart is already broken and nearly dead I think...only if one of them would die, it would hurt much and may cause me go into such a state of mind

Corey: do you know what that had meant, to make Poet your guide?

[Aang]

*hugs Dell tightly* Sis, you have no idea...what that was like. To feel so dead inside...to see you, reach out and touch you beside me and not be able to feel you...let's not talk about it right now...but Beck saved me. She brought me back...gave me back what I'd lost.

*I look up at Corey* I'm not totally sure I know...

[Dellruby]

*I look at Becks spirit* Thank you, but please go back to your body now before it is too late...Carson needs you too.
*she smiles and nods, then fades away*