Carson Beckett/Paul McGillion Thunk Thread

[McBecklover]

(If you read my reaction under the spoiler tags, Aang did indeed lose control, but as of yet, she's still not too sure how much of that was Carson's pain and how much was her own from realizing Beck had slipped away...I know it won't end that way, I know what's going to happen, but Aang doesn't)



...When I saw that pic, I was like "Beck! Snurching my pics again, I see!" in my mind...think you caught that idea off the brain cell

Yes, I think I tapped in

And Sparky, god your killing me down here! God those eyes *stares*

[Sparky She-Demon]

Glad to be of service!

[Aang]

Yes, I think I tapped in

Well, good
Now, there is only one thing that can wake Aang from her peaceful unconsciousness and I need your next part in order to activate it...Are we going to leave A-Carson holding the unconscious Aang or are you going to continue for us?

[McBecklover]

(God Beck, way to kill me! )

Spoiler:

*I had been in the infirmary doing things to pass the time, lending the nurses a hand when I feel the pain and sadness shoot through me like a knife stuck through my heart and twisted there and I take off at a run, the charts that had been in my hands crashing to the ground loudly as I flee the room, unable to control the tears that rush down my face, I barely make it back to my quarters when I collapse on the floor, not sure what of the pain is my own and what is Carson's anymore, I can't feel Beck, she's gone and Carson is overloading my mind, but I can't seem to block him no matter how hard I try, his emotion is over powering me*

*A-Carson had seen me flee the room and had followed me, but I was too fast and by the time he finds me, I am lying in a crumpled heap on the floor of our quarters, crying uncontrollably and yelling out with the pain. My mind is nearly shattered, I'm trying desperately to reach Beck, to feel something from her, but I can feel nothing from her and the strength of Carson's pain and sadness and even anger tells me that my sister is gone, starting a fresh flood of tears and emotions*

A- Aang! Ma' Love!

*he lifts me into his arms, kissing my forehead gently, and I cling to him as if my life depended on it, unable to speak, silently begging him to sedate me, send me into the same black abyss my sister has been sucked into so that I don't have to feel this anymore, but he does not feel the same*

A- Can ye tell me wha's happened, Love? *he is just holding me, I won't let him let go of me and still cannot stop crying, but I manage to choke out a few words*

Beck...she...is gone. *I sob uncontrollably for another moment, finally gasping out one more sentence* Carson...so much pain, can't control it now.

*and then, mercifully, I feel the darkness closing in and I let it happen, my broken mind sinks into the dark and I pass out in A-Carson's arms, just in time to miss seeing the single tear work its way down A-Carson's cheek, before he sinks down to sit on the edge of the bed, cradling me in his arms*

*Dell happened to stop by the infirmary to see Aang, but was told by a nurse that she just ran off*
Dell: Oh no Aang! *runs off to find Aang, thinking she must be in her quarters. She skids to a halt at Aangs quarters & rushes in, seeing Aang unconscious in A-Carsons arms. She hurries to her little sis & wraps one arm around her, noticing A-Carson tears leaking down his face*
Dell: A-Carson? *looks worried* What is it? what's happened? What happend to Aang?

[McBecklover]

Well, good
Now, there is only one thing that can wake Aang from her peaceful unconsciousness and I need your next part in order to activate it...Are we going to leave A-Carson holding the unconscious Aang or are you going to continue for us?

(What's your plan? I had to edit my little bit there, forgot she was unconscious *facepalm*)

[Aang]

(What's your plan? I had to edit my little bit there, forgot she was unconscious *facepalm*)

(Well it's not going to be easy and it's going to worry the hell out of Dell and A-Carson for a while but Aang will be alright. Her mind just needs a little longer to heal...or in this case, finish shattering and free her)

A- *looks up at Dell* Dell, Lass, it's Beck. She's gone. Aang's lost her and was overwhelmed by Carson's emotions. *he strokes the hair out of my face, letting Dell hold me as well*

*I am still unconscious, but my mind has not stopped working in its own way, and I feel the final crack shatter even in my passed out state, and the rush of emotion stops. My eyes flicker open and I look up blankly at A-Carson, my mind and body numb with the unfeeling state my mind has put me in to protect me. I am aware of what happened, but I can feel nothing, not even my own emotion for the moment. My mind has totally shattered*

A- Aang, Love. *I feel a momentary stab in my heart when his accent doesn't melt my mind as it usually did* Are ye alright?

I...I can't feel anything. It's numb, like I'm in some kind of fog. I can't even feel my own emotions, much less anyone else's. *I look up at Dell, my eyes blank and emotionless, none of their usual sparkle*

Dell: Little Sis, no! *she is still clinging to me, now crying*

A- *looks up at Dell* 'Er mind is shattered from th' overload. It's gone into a protected state of unfeelin' so tha' she won't feel th' pain anymore. She'll heal and begin to feel again, but it'll no' be easy. If...if Beck were ta' come back, Aang would feel 'er and 'er feelin's would return...but wi'out that miracle, she'll be emotionally dead f'r a while. *he looks sadly into my eyes, but I cannot feel the love he is showing me, I cannot feel Dell's emotion...I feel nothing*

[Sparky She-Demon]

[Aang]

Do quite love that pic, Sparky

[Sparky She-Demon]

Glad you like it. I have a midterm exam today. Really nervous about it!

[Aang]

Well good luck with your exam. I'm sure you'll do fine on it

[Sparky She-Demon]

Well good luck with your exam. I'm sure you'll do fine on it

Ehh. I'm glad that Spring Break is coming up next week. I need it!

I have to leave now. Bye ladies!

[Aang]

Hey Sparky, we have Spring Break the same week I think

Crap, wonder where Beck got to. I need her next part on the ha'tak ship in order to snap Aang out of this dead, emotionless state of mind. *facepalm*

[Dellruby]

well crap girls

[Dellruby]

*I look down at Aang then up and over to the corner where I see my other sister in spirit, but she's not fully there, and it gives me hope, maybe, just maybe, there is still a miracle to be had.*

[DarkenLycht]

*Corey appears next to A-Carson, looking at Aang* I know too well what's going on with her now...I have been in this stae of mind for a long while after...*he looks to the ground sadly* well not important, but I could get her back wothout needing Beck: I just would need Poet's assistance....

*appears next to Corey* here I am; I felt what happend to her Carson, I just was resting a loittle and had adaydream...but this is nothing we can't cure right now